ketamine 13

glitchy. moody but largely in a major key sort of way. i currently have no distinct memories of this particular playlist for the most part, but clearly leaning into textures and glitchy melodies a great deal. upon revisiting / re-listening to this playlist i suspect this would be well appreciated late at night, perhaps in the summer, but in the quiet moments where you feel like you may be the only person awake in the world.

[postscript – after revisiting for the first time since the infusion, i’m pretty sure i was working towards deeper exploration of ‘meaningful’ ego-death assisted by the vibe of this mix]

Syncing, Miss Grit
I wanted to hold onto you
But nothing stayed right where I left it
I'm starting to move on my own now
And I don't want to forget how

And so, I'll go
And I won't be back
And so, I'll go
And I won't be back

I've never felt my own toes
Holding me entirely
And I don't know why
I can't hold you at the same time

And so, I'll go
And I won't be back

People change twice a year
And I'm afraid I'm nowhere near
People change twice a year
And I'm afraid I'm nowhere near

Where you'll be when we sync up
When we sync up, when we sync up (for you)
I'll be there soon, when we (hold up your hands)
When we, when we, when we, when we
Eeh-eeh-eeh, eeh-eeh-eeh (nothing's wrong)
  1. RY X / Ólafur Arnalds: Colourblind (WhoMadeWho Remix) [purchase]
  2. Rachika Nayar: hawthorn [purchase]
  3. Rachika Nayar: Our Wretched Fantasy [purchase]
  4. ILUITEQ: The Passage [purchase]
  5. KILN: Squarewave Colorwheel (2022 Remaster) [purchase]
  6. Hugar / Hania Rani: Fall (Hania Rani Rework) [listen]
  7. Dryft: Alkaline (Tangent Remix) [purchase]
  8. Mute Forest: I Will Never Fully Remember the Way [purchase]
  9. Miss Grit: Syncing [purchase]
  10. The Japanese House: Boyhood [purchase]

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