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ketamine 20
i wasn’t planning on doing an infusion this month, but life sometimes has other plans and i have to be flexible with myself, lest i break further. so that said, i took the momentum, or at least the inertia, from the pace of the preceding week and scheduled my appointment
ketamine 19
a first, despite this many infusions in – but an entry that is actually contemporaneous to the experience! to some disappointment, though – a technical issue with my playback caused an interruption in the music while I was pretty deep in. coupled with an outside noise distraction that caught my
ketamine 18
this mix felt like an excellent mix of blissful and soothing; coupled with my intent not to get mired down with arbitrary rules and restrictions that i regularly catch myself putting in my own way with playlists. my instinct to include 2 tracks from cynthia (marine eyes) at the end
ketamine 17
[notes to come, just getting the backlog up]
ketamine 16
i remember that a good portion of the inspiration for trying this playlist was brought about during a late-afternoon drive heading west. i wanted to lean into the sort of electronic bliss sounds, electronic but not ambient or exceptionally downtempo; just sort of the hazy warm vibe struck me as
ketamine 14
to be honest i don’t remember much about this specific playlist – i’m having to listen to it again for the first time in nearly a year as i type this. looking at it again i can tell i was exploring long form instrumental pieces here – only 5 tracks